So.. big move ko po on June 16. And kinakabahan na ako ng very light.
No jobs lined up yet, wala pa din titirahan. Baon lang ay lakas ng loob and a little bit of an overconfidence that everything will be alright in the end.
Sino nasa Brisbane or QLD dyan? Baka may available opportunities po kayo dyan for an agricultural engineer, or anything remotely related sa agriculture. Haha.
Kahit na sinasabi nila na madali makahanap ng work once onshore, kinakabahan pa din ako. Kasi I keep on sending job applications, I keep on getting rejection letters after rejection letters, that damages my confidence day by day, na tipong mapapaisip ako if yung in-aapplyan ko ba na job ay qualified ba ako gawin, maybe not, kasi nareject ako..
I know rambling, like nasa last stage na nga tayo eh, be grateful kasi PR visa holder na. But still, I would be calm kung alam ko sanang pagdating ko may trabaho na ako. But the reality is a lot of employer doesn’t recognize offshore experience. And it might take me months to get a job related sa profession ko, pero at the same time, I know that I am ready, or at least it’s what I say to myself, na ready ako to work in casual jobs to make ends meet sa Australia. Kasi even though Philippines is an 8 hour plane ride back, I know that going back is not an option right now, not when I haven’t tried everything yet.
So, ayun. I’ve done a lot of job apps na kasi and feeling frustrated lang ngayon..
